Bored at the Drake

I'm at work, and I'm bored out of my ever-loving mind. Like... legit. Matt and I have been sitting in perfect silence for about an hour and a half now, and the phone has only rung once. I need to study, but I don't like to work on school stuff when Matt is here. I know I'm weird, and I'm fine with that.

I want Lindsay to come back from Italy! I miss my roommate. My replacement roommate, courtesy of OSU Housing, is fresh off the boat from China... and doesn't speak much English. She's a nice person, but it's just weird to have a roommate and not really be friends with that person. Plus... Lindsay is like... my best friend, and she's soooooo far away now. I'm being so selfish and whiney... but I want her home!

So... today has been pretty rough. I am having a really hard time bouncing back from last night. I got a letter yesterday from someone very near and dear to my heart. Well, at least she used to be. I don't know how to describe it, but now, I am completely heartbroken. I've never really felt this way before in my life... knowing that someone legitimately doesn't want to have anything to do with me because they don't like me. I feel like there is a gaping hole in my heart, and I don't know how to patch it.

Um... Insomnia cookies rock by the way! It was my calorie intake for the rest of the week, and I'm pretty okay with that!

Update... 2 phone calls! Whoo hoo!

I kind of miss my parents right now too. But, they'll be here in about a month, so that's exciting!

kthanks... bye now

First Entry

I don't really know how I feel about blogs. What I do know is that I am horrible at keeping a 'journal' or 'diary'. These are the most amazing years of my life, and I'm afraid that one day I won't remember all these amazing things. So maybe I'll try this. Maybe I'll be just as bad at this as keeping a journal... who freaking knows.

So... I'm back at OSU from Thanksgiving break. FUCK St. Albans, WV. It is such a pitiful place, and the people who are there who can't see that are sad. Yes... it can be incredibly comforting when the familiarity hits you and you realize that this can always be 'home'. But to get stuck there with no alternatives and no future. It sucks that people confuse my hatred of the city with hatred of my past... I don't hate my past in St. Albans... I'm just so much happier with my present here in Columbus.

Tuesdays are SOOOOOOOoooo bad for me, and I'm glad today was the last Tuesday of the quarter!!!!!! My day starts with an 8:30 accounting lab, and it ends with a 1:30 honors English class with the craziest professor at OSU. I've managed to not complete a single thing since I returned to the dorm... I can NEVER get motivated on Tuesday nights... I'm just tooooooo tired after a long day.

Um... yeah I'm done for now.