Bored at the Drake

I'm at work, and I'm bored out of my ever-loving mind. Like... legit. Matt and I have been sitting in perfect silence for about an hour and a half now, and the phone has only rung once. I need to study, but I don't like to work on school stuff when Matt is here. I know I'm weird, and I'm fine with that.

I want Lindsay to come back from Italy! I miss my roommate. My replacement roommate, courtesy of OSU Housing, is fresh off the boat from China... and doesn't speak much English. She's a nice person, but it's just weird to have a roommate and not really be friends with that person. Plus... Lindsay is like... my best friend, and she's soooooo far away now. I'm being so selfish and whiney... but I want her home!

So... today has been pretty rough. I am having a really hard time bouncing back from last night. I got a letter yesterday from someone very near and dear to my heart. Well, at least she used to be. I don't know how to describe it, but now, I am completely heartbroken. I've never really felt this way before in my life... knowing that someone legitimately doesn't want to have anything to do with me because they don't like me. I feel like there is a gaping hole in my heart, and I don't know how to patch it.

Um... Insomnia cookies rock by the way! It was my calorie intake for the rest of the week, and I'm pretty okay with that!

Update... 2 phone calls! Whoo hoo!

I kind of miss my parents right now too. But, they'll be here in about a month, so that's exciting!

kthanks... bye now